if we can't believe in ourselves, then what can we believe in? - TV Concerts, Vitamins, & Tragedy

So I've decided that I'm not going to officially update my xanga until I get the pictures back which should be soon. It really is nice bein home. I like how I can take all my vitamins (EPA, B12, Quercitin, Garlic, zinc...) & my whatever it is, illness is going away. I like being able to Drink REAL jucie for breakfast, drink bubbley water, & eat boca burgers & such. The comforts of being home are settling in but I still miss everyone alot. I miss all the little kids & the residents & especially all the new friends I made. I've decided that one day I'm going to have a commune like that. You live someplace unfamiliar. You spend your mornings dwelling in God. Serving people to show them God's love. Live on a direct schedule. Have worship with only an acoustic guitar everynight. Live off of food that you never really had access to before. Enjoy every moment & blessing you're givien. I'd totally live on a commune like that. To think. How useless my new bed is. The paint in my room. A tv. Concerts. I need to stop overlooking the blessings in my life. There are times when I shut the world out because it feels as if the world has nothing to offer me. It does. But why do I overlook certain things? I don't know. Right now I'm listening to The Starting Line & I love it. I'm actually procrastinating writing out a poem I have in my head. Maybe I should take the chance & write it down before I lose it or something. Hope your Sunday was good. I didn't go to church. My parents had me sleep in so that I could feel better. I guess I'll just hear the sermon on Tuesday or Wednesday online.